Russia, I like and I hate you....

[Andrey]

I love the my house.....
I love the my friends...
I love the my native land....
But...... Why the native land of me does not like...

[The_Governor]

It would seem to me that back in the day when Russia was part of what was known as the Soviet Union and Communism was the government of the day.................everyone knew their place in the "system".

Now that all of that has come tumbling down and cultural/religious divides seem to be the "game of choice" I'm sure life there is very different than what you experienced as a child.

[accremonious]

Andrey, life and customs have changed every where in the world over the decades, not just in Russia. this is a phenomena of growing older and seeing your world for what it is not what you think it was! You are just about 2/3 of my age so get used to it and try to "roll with the punches" as it will only seem to get worse before it gets any better!
Getting proper sleep and good food is half of the battle, then it is easier to read (understand) the real world around you. And keep a little diesel fuel on your collar to send the mosquitoes and black flies away! Ha ha ha......